I've been workin, I've been workin

So I've been working a lot recently, and I've been talking to this boy Joe that works there too.

He's really sweet and is pretty cute, although a bit skinny but hey, I'll take niceness over super sexy.

Anyhow, we joke around a lot. He seems very nice, and very friendly.

Well, today, I told him one girl that also works there is throwing a Halloween party, and that he should come.

He immediately said no- he doesn't like parties, and laughed a bit. I told him that it's not alcoholic, I'm not into that either and he was like ohh noo not that either, just parties in general.

Turns out, he has social anxiety. Like me, hw barely talks to anyone at school, is really shy, hates presenting, only has a few friends, doesn't hang out too often...

Sounds exactly like me.

The people at his school are apparently jerks, just like mine. He doesn't really like talking to people.

I said, oh, well you talk to me.

And he said yeah, he doesn't mind talking to pass the time.

I was like oh, ouch.

And he said he didn't mean it that way.

I also asked if I annoy him, and he said no no no! So I don't know.

Sounds like he's either antisocial or just really shy, but he's pretty talkative to me..

Unless I initiate most of the convo and I barely realize it.

Anyhow, I don't know. I just wanted to write about this

I like him, but my OCD is going a bit haywire over it... Like worrying if he's antisocial or doesn't want to talk to me or not.